HECTIC!

wee woo wee... what a hectic weeks. It started since 16 nov. I've been travelling across country. Haha. First of all, I went to Penang, for Taklimat RLKA. Have I told this b4? Haha. Then from there, I flew to Langkawi to see my beloved niece. She's been very nice. Haha. Then flew again, but this tyme, to KL. Yeay. Hangout with Munh n Ida. Bought a lovely FILA shoe. Eat at Subway. Went window shpping at IKEA. Haha. Besttttttttttttttttttttt!

Then, almost a week I've been staying at home. But, It's not that I do nothing ok! I got an e-mail from Prof Din to help him write an article. Haha, nice opportunity to gain knowledge for my Master purpose. wee woo wee........

Then, my journey began again. Jeng jeng jeng. Went to Penang again for a week. Staying in B-Suite hotel. Share a room with a stranger, but I'm very delighted to know her, such a bright and funny person. Githa Devi is her name. Ok, the purpose of going there was to attend Kursus Kaedah Penyelidikan. ngo ngeng ngo ngeng... I've made a lot of new friends there. Haha. Best! The night activities include me, phei phei and izan. The 1st night we only spent the nite at Bukit Jambul. Then, 3 nights in a row, we went to Queensbay Mall. 1st nite, bought a novel, Beyond a Blossoming Field by Junichi Watanabe. A very inspirational true story about the 1st female doctor in Japan. 2nd nite, watched New Moon. wow. Impressed with Jacob's abs! Haha (Blush Blush). 3rd nite, haha, accompanied by 4 more new friends, we went to watch the premiere of The Princess and a Frog. Best best best. 2 thumbs up! My last day there, I went again to Queensbay to buy orchids especially for my mum.

Phuihhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Stay at home for only a day. The next day, I drove my family to Pekan. My kampung. yeay! I'm very excited to see my niece actually. She actually went to her kampung, my house actually, when I'm at penang, cissss. Then heads to Pekan the day b4 I came home. Yeay, got to see her at last. She's 7 months old already.

I'm there for a week also. Nothing much I did there. But manage to watch 2 movies, =). Zombieland and My Spy. I spent a lot to watch movies because, here, in Kelantan, there is none cinema ok!

I went back to home with only my bro n abah. Mak n sis stays at kampung only to go to Kuala Lipis with my aunt and then follow them to KL. Haihhhh. I spent only 1 day at home, eh, not really at home, at Pemancar actually. Haha, then at nite I went to KB mall with Izan n Izi to go eat at Secret Recipe. Eat various foods. Shit! Diarrhea attacked after that. Spent almost 45 minutes in KB mall restrooms. Fortunately, able to drive home safely without any stomachache. However, I only slept at 4.30am because of the diarrhea. Hmmmmmm

Next day, another journey began. We drove again, only this tyme, we head to KL. I've got to attend SPA interview for Audiologist post. We stayed at my aunt's place. Mak n sis already there. The interview went well. Haha, before that, got to know a few new frens from UIA and UKM. U know? Only 13 of 25 candidates came for the interview. Shocking rite. Haha. But Izan told me that post available are 26. Hoping that all 13 who came got a post. Amin. There's a plenty more post kosong. =)

Haaaaa. Tyme to get home. We head back at 3pm after interview on 23rd Dec. But stop at Kuala Lipis and stayed in Centrepoint Hotel for a nite. Rent a family suite at only RM148. Haha. Then, finally, the next day, we drove back to Tumpat. Alhamdulillah.

Well, u agree rite that it was actually a very hectic weeks. =P

p/s: Please pray that I got the job. Amin.

a story

Dulu, a few days before melangkah kuar dari usm, while studying for final exam, I got a call. It turned out to be a job offer at UIA as audiologist. At 1st, x excited. But then, slowly, developing a feeling, "yes, I wont be jobless". However, aku budak JPA. So, problem start arising. Satu2 cuba diselesaikan. 3 days after report duty, I decided to walk away from UIA. Tade rezeki di sana, mungkin.

Aku mula buat planning baru. OK, there are many opportunities lies before me. Aku apply RLKA, di USM. Gi interview. Alhamdulillah, small matter. Pass. Yang tinggal cuma apply master di universiti di overseas. Sbb kat sini, tade course aku. Apply 2 uni. 1 di Australia. 1 di New Zealand. Well, yg di NZ kena interview. Masa interview, aku rasa confident. 4 days after that, I got an email. They've turned me down. The reason; too many applicants, so very high competition and I lost!.

The other uni I applied, the minimum requirement for English test is 7.0; with each section 7.0. Well, i'm not qualified then. I'll have to take the test again if I want to be accepted. However, the test is very costly. RM550. Even if I take the test, the uni wont guarantee that the position is mine. Actually, masalah di uni ini lebih complicated. Susah nak dijelaskan. Nevermind. Biar aku je paham. The bits that is written is only small part of the full story.

Well, luckily, the day I've got turned down, I received a letter. Surat panggilan temuduga from SPA. Mungkin rezeki aku di situ. I pray hard that I'll get a job in Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia. At least aku tade problem lagi. Nak2 aku budak JPA. Bonded to work in government for 4 years. Maybe boleh fikirkan bout further study after that. Aku nak sambung belajar. Cuma sekarang bukan rezeki aku, dan maybe sbb skrg, aku belum betol2 bersungguh nak further. Hanya ALLAH yg tahu apa yg terbaik untuk aku, kan?

Kepada kawan2 yg lain, aku doakan korg pun dapat capai yg terbaik dalam hidup korg. Audio 1st Batch USM, jom lepak2 sama2 after interview nt!

penat berjalan

haha. da lama xupdate. hari tu gi penang, de taklimat. agak seram taklimatnye. huhu. tapi tapela, lupakan je.

pastu the next day, nek firefly gi langkawi. huh, 20 menet duk saje je kat dlm tu sbb langkawi ujan. kena tunggu reda. sempit. penat. saket pale.

seharian dowh saket pale kat langkawi. huhu. tapi seb bek de balqis. hehe.

ke KL pula lepas tu. kali nie nek airasia. saket tinge aku! chiss. byk duit habis kat KL. huhu, miskin suda.

hmm. aku selalu kan update blog bila aku gi jenjalan. haha. masa tu je pown yg worth it utk share.

oh yea. aku de interview ngan uni of canterbury pada hari raya haji nt. huk huk. neves. skype da dunlod n install. webcam, guna laptop malik je la. headphone, guna aida nyer, dier dpt hadiah sbb laman web cantik. hahaha. xcantek pown. ngeh3x.

berita sedih. aku nak keje. tapi aku terikat ngan jpa. susah dowh. skrg byk giler company HA nak audiologist. huk huk. sedih sbb dorg tanak kami yg jpa. gomen! bila nak panggil?

p/s: PIC - balqis yg kiut!

mari mulakan kembali!

berat badan makin naek.

makan makin berselera.

tido memanjang xsedar diri.

jam biologi da rosak.

maka!

mulai esok...

tido kena awal.

bangon kena awal.

jogging kena sentiasa.

makan kena jaga.

khabar gembira

malam tadi, gila xlena tido. anxious punya pasal, aku join maen gundam wars kat fb sampai kol 3. terkejut anna bila taw aku maen game tu. haha. seawal kol 10.30 am aku bangun dari tido. trus bukak laptop. sambil2 tu, sms izan. pastu, aku browse website british council. Alhamdullillah.

YOUR RESULT

Candidate Number	000625
Listening	7.5
Reading	8.5
Writing	6
Speaking	6.5
Overall Band	7

kenapa aku bgn kol 10.30am? hehe, sebab, result nie boleh di'view' start kol 10 am hari ini. makanya, paling awal aku leh bgn n tros view adalah pada 10.30. kalo boleh view kol 8, pukul 8.30 la aku bgn. uh, seb bek kol 10. hehehe.

pastu bermulalah kekalutan hidup. pukol 3 aku ngantuk. aku pon took a nap. pukol 4 dpt sms izan. aku celik mata, baca, sambung tido. tapi hati xtenteram. bangon dan trus ke laptop. bukak website SPA, bukak facebook. ciss, false alarm. marah tol. hehe. tapi taley sambung tido.

bukak emel. ade mail baru. baca. dunlod form yang diberi. kasik izan sekali. print. punya la berusaha pasang printer yg disimpan dlm kotak. malas betul, nanti kena simpan balik. hmm. isi borang. siap isi, masuk dalam sampul. sekali, izan call, tanya alamat. haha. baru aku gi double check di inbox e-mail. haha lagi. sekali salah alamat. kena print balik form tu n isi. kesian izan. dier pun 2x5.

akhirnya, kekalutan berakhir.

minggu ni mmg sedikit kalut. hari isnin, pi wat passport n anto application master. dari pagi sampai petang. seb bek sempat kurier. malas nak citer panjang2. hehe. khamis pun sama.

SELAMAT HARI JADI MADU!!

p/s: PIC-cupcakes saya sorang!

travel & tourism ke?

rumah --> kb mall --> terminal langgar --> terminal sg nibong --> usm induk, saujana, bilik ida --> bukit jambul --> queensbay mall -> borders -> pizza hut --> komtar -> pejabat pos --> hotel continental --> line clear --> hotel continental --> cititel -> IELTS --> jetty pulau pinang --> queensbay mall -> old town white coffee -> PAPADOM --> terminal sg nibong --> stesen bas kota bharu --> rumah

quite a couple of days huh?? haha.. PAPADOM mmg best giler. xrugi beli tiket tgk. as for IELTS, alhamdulillah aku dpt buat, aku da buat sehabis baek, tapi of course la, ader tergelincir gak kat mana2, but i hope, i'll get a good band.

penat tapi seronok.. izan, nanti kita jalan2 lagi eik!!

p/s: PIC- map to cititel, so aku pun reserve hotel depan2 tu sbb cititel mahal nak mampus.. xsmpi 5 minit jalan kaki

5 pagi

5 pagi.
kenapa masih berjaga?
tido kan lebih baek?
ulit mimpi.
lebih enak bukan?

5 pagi.
sudah hampir 7 episod.
membuang masa.
tapi rasa seronok.
sambung kemudian pula ok.

5 pagi.
jangan tido.
pasti susah bgn subuh.
bertahan sekejap yea.
azan subuh, bgn berwuduk, terus solat.
tido sesudah selesai.

5 pagi.
esok pasti lambat.
matahari meninggi atas kepala, masih bermimpi.
kenapa masih berjaga?
tido kan lebih baek?
tido awal, bgn awal.
awet muda.

5 pagi.
selesaikan sampai sini dulu.
mulakan yang selebihnya esok.
episod baru.
episod 18.
merepek xhabis2.
akibat masih berjaga.

5 pagi.
kenapa masih berjaga?
tido kan lebih baek?
selesaikan sampai sini dulu.

p/s: PIC- sebab masih berjaga.. =p

yosh... raye! raye!

best ghayo kali nie.. heheh, anok buoh kelik.. 4 buley baghu, comey lottei, naka plop tuh.. hehe.. balqis, balqis...

kuih ghayo ado la 2 jenih wat, choc chip nga conflakes.. jadi la jugop, hehe..

kad ghayo sero po sapa belako doh ko hok berkenaan, hehe..

makey banyok gilow, pahni keno kontrol doh nie, nati dop muat suar jeans baru beli tuk ghayo.. hehe..

k la, bosey benarnyo nih, anok buoh gi jaley umoh oghe.. nok tido la plop, hehe..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

kan best..

LOOK ONLY AT ME
LISTEN ONLY TO ME
SPEAK ONLY ABOUT ME
THINK ONLY OF ME
WALK ONLY WITH ME
HEART ONLY FOR ME

1st tyme..

hari ni sampai 1 parcel kat umah. memang tunggu2 pun. shawl saya sudah tiba. beli ngan yaya@magicshawl. cantik. nie 1st tyme beli. n 1st tyme nak try pakai tudung gini.

mula2 pakai, kekok gakla tgk muka sendiri. haha. da la bulat, tembam. tapi aku rasa 1st tyme mmg gtu. pelik la jugak kan, biasa muncung, skrg ikut bentuk muka. da muka da mmg gtu, redha, n bersyukur pada ALLAH. =)

tp, at the end, aku rasa selesa.. hehe.. tataw nape.. boley ubah stail nie, haha.. tapi, skrg muka aku kusam la.. hehe, tu la, malas pakai toner n moisturiser.. kena rajin la mulai skrg.. ngeh3x.. baru berseri bila pakai tudung gini.. chewah.. (hampeh).. =p

p/s: PIC1- my chubby face wif the new shawl.. =p
PIC2-my 2nd tyme, looked better i think.. =D

biskut raya =))

sekarang da pukul 2.27am. penatnyer buat biskot raye. bukan penat ape sgt, penat menunggu jer. hehe. start dari kol 9, n tinggal last batch yg cuma beberapa ketul saje. hehe. susahkan, sbb space kecik, nak dpt sebotol pun berjam2. 1 batch amek masa 50 minit. sengal la asyah, buat cookies aper lama2. hehe. sebenarnya rumah aku tade oven, ader microwave jer, tapi jadikla, bley gak wat cookies. tapi sebotol sejenis la. hehe. esok nak buat yg cornflakes plak. nak buat yg senang2 jer. tak reti yg susah2, nt xjadi. huhu.

thanx munh sbb share resepi kukis nie. tapi aku xbubuh kismis, somehow, yg aku buat itu hari, kismis dier mengembung, n xlekat kat kukis. sumer kembung cam belon, pastu terkeluar dari acuan. hehehe. ader la tu silap mana2. lagipun adik aku xsuka de kismis. ngek. aku suker, tapi yg ko buat ah. hehe.

sape nak try, sila la dtg beraya, haha. tapi sebotol jer ader. =p

p/s: PIC-amek dari fb munh, hehe, malas nak amek gambar cookies sendirik.

dunlod lagi..

semalam, punya la semangat, xtido malam. teka apa aku buat? haha.. buat keje giler. men'dunlod' episod 8 & 9 idol army season 3.. punya la kelakar rancangan tu sbb ader 2PM ngan SNSD, tapi still ader la part yg aku rasa jijik.. haha, tp overall mmg best la.. lepas subuh baru tido.. sudahnyer, tgh hari la baru bgn.. theeeeeee

aku jarang buat mende giler cam nie.. dulu aku pelik kenapa ader org suka sgt koreon idol nie cam anna, noi, dean, izan, huda etc.., sekali aku pun jangkit daaa... kat rumah pun, sikit2 korea, sikit2 korea.. gilow..

dari suka 1 group jer, bercambah ke group lain, menyimpang ke group lain plak, ader suke mamat group nie, beralih arah plak ke mamat group lain, even yg pompuan pun aku suker gak.. lama2 bak kata adot, jadik perempuan sehala xpasal2.. haha..

dulu, masa form4 start tgk citer korea.winter sonata. pastu byk la aku tgk.. hehe.. benti jap dari 2nd yr kat usm smpi masuk 4th yr. masuk 4th yr aku mula berjangkit ngan anna. DBSK. group yg aku mula2 kenal. lama pastu, nak dekat akhir 4th yr, aku suker super junior.. haha.. n kegilaan sebenar bermula bila abih belaja, n duk umah.. macam2 aku kenal. pengaruh dean pun ader gak.. hehe.. SNSD, 2PM, Kara, FT Island etc... aku da mula kenal muka2 dorg.. memang asyah hafiza semakin gila.. ni la padah bila duk umah & tade mende len nak buat..

cepat2 la dapat keje wei.. hehe.. bila SPA nak panggil interview nie? aku terasa kan, nak keje kat sabah sarawak.. hehe.. nak duk jaoh2.. nie satu lagi gila.. tapi mcm best jer, bila lagi nak dpt peluang gi sana kan?? haha..

p/s: PIC-former member & leader of 2PM, Park Jay or Jaebom..

IF by Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

—Rudyard Kipling

p/s: poem nie recommended by mahathir amir.. haha.. TQ!

KaD RaYa

bersempena dengan hari nie genap 15 hari berpuasa, saya dengan ini mengisytiharkan bahawa saya bakal membuat kad raya sendiri. YA! kad raya yang dibuat sendiri menggunakan hasil kreativiti saya yang tak berapa nak kreatif berbanding rakan-rakan.

alasan mengapa saya nak buat kad raya ini adalah disebabkan saya sudah teramat bosan memerapkan diri di rumah. makanya, terbitlah idea ini semasa saya sedang solat terawih. Masya-Allah, tak khusyuk rupanya. tok imam baca ayat panjang.

setelah bertanyakan samada rakan-rakan mahu kad raya saya, makanya saya pun mula berkeyakinan untuk membikin kad raya itu. sehingga ke saat ini, sebenarnya saya masih ketandusan idea. sementelah raya itu lambat lagi, maka saya merasakan saya masih punya waktu.

sekian saja celoteh saya hari ini. terima kasih.

p/s: PIC-animated version of super junior.

esok

sekarang 12.36am. esok adalah hari itu. ape-ape pun tak prepare lagi. baru nak bersedia mental, tetiba perhatian teralih. punya la susah kan nak fokus pada yang sepatutnya. mesti nak main jer lebih. tapi mungkin pagi esok boleh. mungkin la, mungkin. hari nie da pasti tak boleh. kejap lagi nak tido. tido kena cukup kan?

esok, kena jugak buat something supaya tak nervous. dah la bulan puasa. tapi takpe, kejap jer esok tu. lepas tu, okla. pukul 11 kena sedia. jadi, awal2 lagi kena bangun. lepas subuh, jangan tido boley? susahnye.

p/s: bangga menjadi anak Malaysia. Happy Merdeka ke-52.

trip yang singkat

24 aug 09, ride a bus to penang at 2130. sit next to mat salleh. haha. encem siot!!. uh, PUASA.

arrive at sg nibong at 0540, xsempat SAHUR. ride a taxi to SAUJANA, charged rm15. hmm, malas nak tawar2. went to bilik ida, pray, then sleep till noon (cannot sleep well on the bus, sempit!).

woke up at noon, but cannot take a bath, no water.. jahanam.. siap2, then went to bilik leen & pah at AMAN DAMAI to take a shower. nyamannyer. sejuk giler air dier. siap2.

pulangkan JUBAH UNGU, took the slip. susahnyer nak jumpa bangunan canselori. found it. laa, mana plak UPDR. haha. gilo. naik lif, turun ke aras 1. found it. tapi, kena pi bendahari dulu. cis. went there, sib bek dekat. settle. balik ke UPDR. took the scroll n transkrip. uh, encemnyer abg yg keje situ. haha. settle.

leave USM, went to queensbay. seb bek sempat sampai, beli tiket citer UP. use student card, ehehe, discount!. satisfied.

went to old town, order curry mee and white coffee for BERBUKA. sedapnye! SOLAT.

TAXI!. ke sg nibong ye uncle. bus station. arrived. bas da sampai. wait. 2040, nek bas tu. 2100, bas gerak. sampai KB 0330. sempat SAHUR. yeay. sleep till noon. PENAT.

thanx ida...

p/s: PIC-inila dier si giler yg sebenar.

btw, TAKZIAH buat fiza (baby). Moga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat. Al-Fatihah...

IELTS

International English Language Testing System. itu nama panjang dier. rm550 is needed to pay the test fee. mahal. need to save money for that, but how? hmm...

GIANT. kat KB nak bukak satu. maybe boley apply sana, part-time. haha.

why do u wanna take the test? well, i've already applied for RLKA, they didn't call me yet for interview, but, in order to further study abroad, i have to take the test. maybe i shud wait until i got a place in RLKA. yet, this test may prove that i'm really prepared. hehe.

i'm thinking bout taking it in october, after RAYA. but, still need time to think about it thoroughly. dean & izzat had taken the tests. oh, izzat took TOEFL actually, but it's kind the same.

"susah macam celaka.." (izzat, Aug 22, 2009).

haha. maybe i should erase the thought to go abroad. how bout serve KKM for 4 years, fulfilling my contract. then think about it again. yet, SPA haven't called for interview too. hmm, got a job already, but suddenly have to drop it due to some technical problem. haihh.

let's pray to god i'll get job soon. AMIN. berkat RAMADHAN mungkin.

p/s:PIC-bday gift from munh. need new one. =p

1st day...

it's 5.49am now & i'm waiting for SUBUH. just had my SAHUR. now, wasting my time. create a blog so that whenever i feel bored, i could actually mengarut & merepek. this is my channel. haha. well, i'm very excited with this year ramadhan. i could spend the whole ramadhan at home. yet, i miss PUASA at usmkk with my friends. murtabak pisang. ikan bakar. ayam percik. munh. ida. anna. noi. mas. baby. ain. even kak nita. well, have a nice ramadhan. hope boley puasa penuh. haha. dream on. AZAN. need to go and pray. bye.

p/s: PIC- Balqis is also awake for SAHUR. puasa ke? haha